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19 years of age. I live in a place that's way too familiar that I need to escape from. I have a lot of dreams and I plan on fulfilling each and every one of them. I'm just a girl in a sea of other girls obsessed with losing weight.
Height: 5' 6"
SW:155
CW:136.2 BMI: 21.7
GW: 120
All I want to do is sip earl gray tea and not eat unless its wonderful things like chocolate croissants, shortbread cookies, or macarons. Of course only a few bites to just enjoy their delicate taste.
I found out tonight that it’s possible for someone to get so depressed that they create their own reality of what life should be like for themselves, more like what they wish it was like subconsciously. It’s the saddest thing to see someone you thought you knew but didn’t know at all so far gone there is no hope for them to return to where everyone else is living. They created so many layers to try and protect themselves from their depression that they buried themselves underneath the pressure of their depression and now they are so far down they won’t be able to ever peel the layers away and reach the surface once again.
Crying when this stoned is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
The wave patterns can’t get out of it
I need to write something somewhere I have never been this high in my life and the orettyist guy is in here I think je is looking at me but I can’t tell. My while body is vibrating and I love this university the people are so great. I feel so great like I can’t focus and mh eyes are following patterns and Im getting doubletakws of everything like fowliing out. This guy Im saying so cute though he has a girlfriend of course the people I like are just not of avabliytiey sucks.
This is how I feel right now. It makes me so sad because I learned so much about myself from this one person in a matter of two weeks and now I don’t know if I will ever even talk to him again. Even if the situation ended up badly as it has I have no hard feelings because I felt so alive with him.
No thank you!!!! I’m looking forward to having my dashboard filled with pictures of the lovely Bambi!!!!
